Candy's 40 days are up today. Please pray for her. I've yet to request for prayers today in 3 churches by 6pm. I hope to see friends later as well as nice, fresh flowers on sale.
I'm really grateful to everyone who's been helping me out lately with my issues. I hope more blessings come my & my family's way, & may all those find their way back to my & my kid sister's friends. :) *hugs*
I got a mass card this afternoon as promised, & the offered novenas entailed in Boni Ave., Mandaluyong will run until the 26th. :) Then more roses will be delivered on Friday. :* I'll be expecting more scented candles to light next week as well once my other older sister gets back, yay! & I hope this language instruction set is included in the 20%-off promo so I can avail of it next week, then all I'll be worrying about is securing my passport & driver's license for my much-awaited vacay. :D
The house is getting revamped despite everything so we can have it blessed once more at the end of the month. I'll plan another mass to be held on Candy's grave & get more of her friends together. I also got numbers of a few key people who'd be more than willing to help me sort Candy's case out & with my mass communications studies. If I get any luckier than this, I'll request for prayers from a couple of churches with rather pretty-sounding names along Tagaytay then savor a nice meal somewhere cozy. :)
So am I feeling really better? Quite. Even if I'd end up tormented by damning things come bedtime. It's been a month since she's gone, after all. :(
I'm really setting my hopes up high on my wishes to be able to travel to Europe! If I don't make it this year (oh, please, say it ain't so!), my mom promised me that after graduation she'll provide for my TOUR there, so I can apply in UNO. OMG. Can this be true? Perhaps my auld lang syne dreams of taking up culinary arts, photography, & oil painting will be realized sooner than I thought? Oh, my, yay yay yay, please, oh please, WISH ME fuKkn LUCK! I'll send lots of postcards & trinkets & bottles of my favorite banana wine, hehe. Let's just hope that EuroDisney doesn't completely go out of business yet by then.
For the girl who'd rather read books or blogs about European life & culture than pack her bags to her favorite cities (London, Paris, Milan, Geneva, Athens — & hopefully in ICELAND's capital!) given the chance, this is surprising, no?
I wonder if Vienna will be on my list, too. *le sigh*
Hay nako, eto na naman ang lukaret. Laging nagpaparamdam. Pero sabi ni Candy (kid sis ko) I'm actually more like Death, Despair, & Delirium (what a cute character! ^_^) combined, hehehe. I wasn't expecting to get HER at all.
Siguro kung ganyan lang ako kaganda marami na kong chicks! :P
Death, the second of The Endless, you are responsible for ending all lives and taking them to your realm, from which no one ever returns. You are bright, positive, happy, optimistic and enjoy everything about life, but that does not mean you're silly or stupid. You can lay the smack down when you have to! Everyone loves you, and they don't know why.
Although you are being drawn into a variety of activities, it might be a good idea to let the world fly by without too much of your participation now. Getting together with your friends today may help you feel good about yourself, but this can distract you from what you should be doing. Put things in order so that you will be ready to reap the rewards of these past weeks.
If anyone's up for an afternoon mass + eulogy et al for my kid sister, please proceed to Love Memorial Park this coming Sunday, around 4pm. Thanks.
Wala nakong ginawa kundi kumain at matulog at mag-alala about flowers, scents, PSYCHIC WARFARE, & a grand eulogy. Dalawang beses nakong nakakatulog sa last full show ng mga pinapanuod namin na Metro Manila Film Fest features. Di ko nga malaman kung ganun lang talaga ako nakornihan sa mga palabas or na-upset nang todo na naman ang body clock ko. Inaasam ko pa rin sa kabila ng lahat na magkaroon ng wireless headset at digital pen para sa selpown atsaka black messenger bag, pati Nike yoga mat at picnic basket para sa bago kong tambayan/altar na kelangang bakuranan ko palagi ng bulaklak at kandila. Nakakalungkot lang din isipin na ang mga kantang uber-mainstream na Tell Me, Hard To Say I'm Sorry, The Reason, Sway, I Miss You (& Me), at Paglisan ay may mas makapagbagbag-damdaming kahulugan na para saken to the point na mapapahagulgol na lang ako sa dyip o bus o mall, the way Adia will always break my heart everytime I'd hear — & SING — it, na minsang kinanta namin ng pinakabata kong kapatid na babae sometime last summer. Nakakabanas ding ma-realize na wala nakong mapaglalaanan ng mga coffee table books about art, architecture, atbp at makakasamang kakanta ng mga Ayumi Hamasaki et al songs sa Red Box o magtitrip sa Ayala Museum, Lumiere, Little Tokyo, Rockwell, at Eastwood kahit walang mga pera, hehehe. PUNYETA. Di ko na alam anong gagawin ko. Tinatanong ako ng halos lahat kung ano nang plano ko with my life — ETO PA RIN ANG ISASAGOT KO: WALA. Why do more promising people have to end their lives while yung mga walang silbe't paninidiga't kamuwang-muwang at kapaki-pakialam ay nananatiling maghasik ng lagim na parang mga ipis na naglipana sa slum area? Hayyy buhayyy, NAKAKABAGOT nga naman talaga.
