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wWednesday, September 29, 2004


I got my nails painted frosted pink yesterday. Haha, ano ba naman itong kalandian ko. Kahit di naman bagay sa pang-araw-araw kong getup, sige pa rin! I had the best cheap manicure + pedicure + foot spa at my neighborhood mall, sa tapat ng coffee shop na malimit naming tambayan. The nice lady who did my nails even wanted to give me french tips, pero that'd be overkill if I obliged, right? Saka na! Hehe. I have to look a bit more girly from now on — which, for the life of me, is deathly impossible. Though I forgot to get my hair done again (pati facial sana papatusin ko na HAHA). My friends must really think I'm weird to go through all this bullshit, knowing how much of a tomboy + slob I am ever since. Ang saken lang naman eh, I don't care whether I'd end up looking pretty or sexy (yakkk) — basta I'd feel refreshed & contented, OK na yun! (I knew I should've had my flat feet massaged na rin while I was at it!) I guess you can say it's my way of nonconforming: not living up to what people oughta expect from me. :p Besides, despite my basagulero-sa-kanto look most of the time, hellerrr, I'm 100% gerlash, noh!

But I wish being a girl didn't have to cause so much trouble. Punyeta. Ang mahal pa! My budding love affair with Philosophy products is driving me crazy. Ayoko naman ng makeup. Leche. I'm frustrated enough trying to keep my skin clear as it is. OK na saken lip balm, clear mascara, hand sanitizer, & baby powder, susmaryosep. Gusto ko lang ng bath stuff so I can relax & keep myself squicky-clean kahit papano when I feel like it. It's part of my kabaklaan este New Age-y inclination. Nakakaloka. "So this is what Abbee's guilty pleasure is..." you might muse. Oo, nuon pa. I like stationery & scents & the colors pink & purple & flowers & silk & water & kawaii stuff ^_^ & love. Leche. "Eh bat ba feeling mo nasa hayskul ka pa rin, iha? Malapit ka nang mag-trenta pero ganyan pa rin ang inarte mo?!"

Haaaayyy, kaya all the more siguro I should be conscious of what I feel & project. So kung mamamatay na lang rin ako eh dapat sagarin ko na. Wish ko lang makapag-skirt talaga ako & strappy heels — the works — next year.

(MOTD) = Suede - She's In Fashion

posted by Andalusia at 9/29/2004 02:47:00 PM


wMonday, September 27, 2004


I actually had a very happy birthday despite everything else that got in my way, like lack of sleep, annoying parents, cancellation if not neglect of a few plans & things to stash at home for the party, & missing a few people who were supposed to be there, among other issues. I'd like to thank everyone who showed up & made it all possible. :D

First of all, I'd like to enumerate the highlights!

1) KTV was fun — the food was good kahit a tad too pricey & the sandwiches were sabog, the lemonade was the best-tasting mix I've come across ever, AJ & Deric's antics made the rounds more fun, Candy was hogging the mike & remote control but she put on a great show, & Kathz eventually warmed up to the crowd even if she became cranky at the last minute. Remind me not to go back there on weekends, though, hehe. We have to take advantage of the buffet nights! Five whole hours of craziness = bitin pa rin!

2) I fucking won in Monopoly!!! HAHAHAHA. I usually don't end up getting bankrupt, with more than a thousand dollars at hand worth of money & property at my worst (naks!) miraculously, but ending up with $4272.50 even if I've mortgaged Park Lane to be able to pay for my $390 rent to Kathz on my last horrid turn was awesome. To think I was already spaced out while playing. Yay! Salamat D, pinaunlakan mo ko. :P

3) I got a really pretty bouquet of peach & pink roses, a vintage tarot deck, a box of the rather cheesy Icebreaker game, free 100 Karma Coins for future online readings, a neat goth-looking black-gold scented angel candle, The Floating Landscape on DVD, & the "knowledge" that my guardian angel could actually be the archangel Michael himself (after flipping through this book Kathz found in Powerbooks Live; hers supposedly is the Angel of Abundance) even if my dad who drank too much gave this stupid anecdote on Michael & Satan. wtf. Hehe.

Anyway, Babes made it even if she was sleepy as hell & her teeth hurting from her readjusted braces. Thanks, girl. Good to know I've another fan of my so-called carbonara, hehe. Kathz brought like 20 paper plate holders, even if not many people got to stay around & eat at home. AJ was really helpful & spent a lot on calls, hehe. Please thank Martin for me & his other friend whose name I keep forgetting. Deric & Faith were as usual a fun, cute couple. :) Too bad Faith wasn't able to stay long & sing her heart out when most of us were goofing off. But my sister & I glad to see her again. I wish Zhy & Rissa were able to make it. :( But as long as they're alright, I'm OK na din. Oh, & I love the beau. As usual. :*

All's well that ends well, I guess. I should go get some cake later.

(MOTD) = Boy Hits Car - I'm A Cloud

posted by Andalusia at 9/27/2004 05:10:00 AM


wWednesday, September 01, 2004


I love it when it rains like this early in the morning — so light, calm, & steady, that it gives this whole romantic yet at the same time euphoric effect. Rainy mornings really make my day. It's just sweet how Nature sympathizes with us this way. Just perfect, I've been so stressed out with all the domestic woes I've to deal with since God knows when last month.

I wish I'd have more quiet rainy days to savor. But I hope it doesn't rain on my birthday. Well, maybe I'd let it, but not that much to the point of disdain.

posted by Andalusia at 9/01/2004 06:40:00 AM


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