Six of Wands reversed, in the Secret Inhibitions position, suggests that you may fear the responsibility that comes with leadership or success. You may outwardly behave in a manner that suggests discontentment with believing yourself "always the bridesmaid, never the bride", but in actuality, you may have accepted this role out of a lack of self-esteem. You may be uncomfortable with praise, and tend to be self-effacing to the point where others may begin to believe it. You need to know that you can vindicate yourself by standing up to and overcoming that fear. Pay attention to your intuition and feed your spiritual needs, and the rest will follow.
WTF? That's the problem. I do not know what my intuition is really trying to say. I may be just too carried away more with my emotions than with my instincts.