||hold me closer,
let me be...
hold me closer,
let me go away...
BUT WHO AM I?
||wTuesday, September 03, 2002
i am happiest when
I can spend my time on things & people I most like without much fuss.
i feel lonely when
the people I can trust & enjoy being with are inaccessible for the moment.
the ideal relationship would be
founded on real friendship, bordering on comfort & security, providing ample symbiotic emo-intellectual dissipation.
what makes you cry?
sad movies. hehehe. the past. brooding over self-pity. feelings of helplessness & despair.
introvert or extrovert?
ambi. but more bordering on intro lately.
do you think too much?
sometimes — too much for my own good.
if you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
anywhere but HERE.
famous person you would like to meet?
Sophie Ellis Bextor — or Brandon Boyd — or Scott Weiland.
but there's a whole lot of other people out there I'd want to run into someday & exchange pleasantries with, so...
are you a vegetarian?
no fuckin way.
what would you most like to be doing right now?
not worrying. losing myself in a joyride or a merry little long stroll. pigging out.
do you have any regrets?
do you even have to ask?!
sex or love?
the dreaded fuckin L-word's more like it. & I don't mean lust, sheesh!
CK Be, EL Pleasures, vanilla musk, Chamade Guerlain, butter, garlic, chocolate, Polo Sport Woman, Lysol Spring Waterfall spray (HAHA)
what REALLY makes you mad?
not getting my way. obstinate dimwits. flashbacks of bitter, better-left-forgotten memories. failure. pet peeves blown out of proportion enough to drive me insane.
favorite way to waste time
trolling on IRC + message boards, pigging out, soundtripping — all at the same time.
if you won $50,000,000 what would you do with it?
splurge on stuff, of course... on what? mamaya ko na lang sasagutan.
t is your best quality?
I make self-deprecation & boredom seem & feel like fine art.
are you currently in love/lust?
with Sophie Ellis Bextor, hehehe.
Disco divas are sexy, methinks.
pero, seriously, I don't think you even have to ask with whom.
what's the craziest thing you have ever done?
dropped out of school when I was at the peak of my academic career.
then everything else followed, kaya ako na-grounded. PUNYETA.
but I've done a great deal of far much crazier stuff than that, woohoo!
any bad habits?
cussing, binge eating, sleeping late, waking up late...
do you find it hard to trust people?
somehow, unfortunately, yes.
do you ever doubt yourself?
if I'm not feeling pretty reckless, yes, I do, more often than not.
bath or shower?
shower. a long, cold one.
summer, despite the unbearable heat.
& the Yuletide... kahit buraot.
what is your favorite flavor?
sour cream & onion, cheese, butter, garlic, chicken, chocolate, strawberry, lemon, lime.
what is your favorite time of day?
the wee hours.
gold or silver?
silk sheets or cotton?
velvet. hehe. nah, more on cotton.
any secret crushes?
hmmm, well if I told you it wouldn't be so much of a secret anymore, right?
if you could be the opposite sex for one day, would you do it?
I like my being female now — kahit sablay.
what do you desire most in life?
peace of mind. stability. self-amelioration.
do you believe in destiny?
somehow, yes. destiny can be shaped, though, as long as one lets his/her good intentions prevail.
Andalusia at 9/03/2002 07:04:00 PM