You are more comfortable than usual with feeling your way into the dark underworld of your own subconscious mind. It's not as scary now as it sometimes is for you. You can look at it as if you are going on a safari, but instead of trekking off into the jungle, you are journeying into the jumble of your own hidden worlds. There's much for you to learn and if you take the trip willingly, you will come back a better and more creative person.
True enough. I'm re-exploring my roots in LaVeyan Satanism, & I miss my favorite excerpts of the Black Bible. :(