Your quaint surrealistic deck is like, what, $100?!?
Damn you! You da man! HEHE.
You are learning intensely personal lessons by looking inward for your answers. You feel lonely even in a crowd. You take the time to re-evaluate your goals; then fresh movement occurs.
You experience the urge to find meaning and you seek it within yourself as well as in the outer world. Both turn out to be fertile ground for your soul searching efforts.
You will find yourself in a position where your foresight is consistently accurate and your internal guidance is the soul of prudence. This somewhat lofty awareness will be coupled with the reality that mistakes happen. The margin for error is wide.