Yikes. I almost forgot... I was supposed to board on the same bus home last night with my former school crush, but instead I freaked out & ran away! Kathz laughed at the whole scenario. I had a hard time breathing after all the panicking I did. Darn, darn, darn. Can you just imagine the folly of the whole story?! Sabagay, if I boarded on the same bus with him... I would've gone completely NUMB. Frozen in my seat. Dead on the spot.
But funny how I'm smitten with somebody else in school... I have 3 minor crushes this sem, yahooheehey! Oh, well. I'll keep mum about them, though! Down with crappy fast-fleeting, superficial mush. I still am not over the past... oh, fuck the past. The past that somehow promised so much more than the future that never was... (haha, I'm recalling my past blogs here. Ack.)
